Under Pressure

Long time no blogging

Belakangan ini kerjaan saya lagi padat banget. I'm 100% as intern accountant in my new office now. Minggu lalu saya kebrastagi ada kegiatan rekon. Entri jurnal baru dari tgl 1 mpe 5. Itupun ada trobel, pulang dari brastagi baru lah dijurnal balik lagi krn kesalahan yg saya buat. Apa mo dikate kerjaan nambah numpuk lah, 3 minggu (1 minggu input koreksi balik, 1 minggu input yg kemaren lg rekon, dan 1 minggu yg berjalan) Modarrrrr.....
Saya cm bisa menggunakan kata-kata mujarab sewaktu jaman di welthungerhilfe dulu, Starting turn on the computer, Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, that's the most powerful word and jadi tersugesti buat saya. Insyallah ini bisa saya terapkan terus.
Tapi saya masih merasakan suatu aura yg ga nyaman selama berada disana...Pengen rasa nya membuang hal ini jauh2 dari benak saya. I hope i can

I only want everything that i do in my job can make everyone and God sattisfied

I mezz my man,,,We've been through a hard time to heal from this situation. I hope we can pass it through...

I know I made a mistake, like i said before, i'm not good in a long distance relationship, It always me become the one who making a mistake whether i did it on purpose or not. I hope i can change my attitude. I don't want us to be hurt. Everything's depend on me...